WHY IS EVERYTHING RELATED TO HIM TODAY?
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
alot of things happened today that is related to him!
1. the bag i brought to school today is the bag he gave me! the green crumpler. kayee said that it was very sweet of him. yes, it is!
2. we went to ikea today. we saw the red candles. i was teasing nigel that he should do it for lian shi. because he did that for me! i was very touched and nearly cried but his frens were there. even though it didnt succeed in the end, its the thought it counts. kayee said that he is very sweet to do that, very romantic. i totally agree to that.
3. i was listening to music today on itunes when doin maec tutorial. i heard the song "She's gone" by steelheart. he was the one who sent it to me. he used to like it alot but i dont like cos its too emo. but whenever i hear this song, it reminds me of him!
4. I saw her blog today! through some links. I cant deny but very interested what's happening is his and her life. I don't hate her for irritating me. I just wana know how is he doing and every every thing! i am not too sure if the "she" in her blog is referring to me but i got that feeling!
He changed a hair style and me too! i finally cut bangs! after the cut, when i reached home, i thought of what he used to tell me. "go cut bangs!" i didnt listen to him cos bangs is damn difficult to keep, esp for my hair. finally i tried. i think its quite nice. regretted not listening to him. at least if i cut that, he may be happier when we were tgt. i saw and read, he is smiling everyday with her. I think i did the right thing to let him go.
i dont know but after reading, i started crying! first time after we broke off. he is nice guy with horrible temper though. i heard that his gpa wasnt very good. sorry, its my fault. stay long with her! she is quite a nice girl. i can see that she loves you alot alot. treat her well!! bfore you can take care of her, pls take care of urself!
P.S i hope he read this post and carry on with his life with her. takecares.
i will be strong and carry on. no more tears from now on. NO MORE!
